Gawsh im really having a hard time staying calm. damn im so scared. I cant stand. i am scared to face whats up & mom keeps saying be positive & dont lose faith.
I just wanna yell MY GOD MY GOD WHY HAVE U FORESAKEN ME! But i know God has plans just not the one i desire.
God pls . pls take away these feelings. i wanna be okay. I wanted this life. I could help more people& be the best.
Pls lord. Im really sad











