today, i just had to play league of legends coz I guess i’m feeling that depressed .shiz.
McFlurry from 3 weeks ago. i felt so sad on that day, i mean, it’s no wonder my heart is having a strange rhythm considering that it adapts to stress, to sadness, & to the suckiness of my life-generated problems.
i got sad coz my prof used me as a example of a certain condition to my classmates behind my back. that was a private matter, & i dont think she should share sensitive info that could eliccit gossip. so yeah i was so down.. till one of my friends got me a McFlurry ! yum!
tonight, i’m alright but im still a a state of a downward twirl since my 2 closest friends are having girlfriends while im not. im used to being the third wheel but im sad that im always lonesome because of my personal issues. i hate negative stereotypes & today i had to be flexible with one of my friends who is short tempered, cluelessly offensive, & he wont stop blaming others for mistakes he cant control. i know people like those exist & i just had to deal with them
I was reading this comment,
The message of this song is epic! No matter how down you feel there is always a way out! it just takes some time. If you know someone that’s down tell them that, and make them listen this song, So guys lets make the world a little bit better! and do it!
Robin Williams died this week, it is sad. We was the star of my fave childhood movie, TOYS.
but today, im feeling so depressed. I wanna open up to my best friend here at school, i know he will understand, but i dont want him to worry about me and show weakness. All i can do is keep it inside me.
i hate falling in love, i hate having these mysterioys feelings bugging my already medically weak dysrhythmic heart.
I feel so sad that both of my best friends here at school are already having their girlfriends, and im very bitter about it, coz i have nothing. Something is wrong with me and i wish i can easily say it out, but i really dont want to be whiny about it.
im sos ad
Im feel so jealous coz all of them are getting into relationships,a nd im here missing out in one of life’s greatest gifts, which is to fall in love and be happy, because im so scared of getting hurt, rejected, and shunned away. I love my friends and i just wish they treasure my friendship to them in the same way i treasure them. I cant understand myself and why i feel this blackhole inside me, all i know is Im this geek who likes to study and hide myself behind books coz i want to stay away from people, coz im too scared. But today, i just feel sad coz my bestfriends are falling in love. It hurts so much to be the third wheel. But i know that i chose this for myself. And even if i liked that girl my best friend likes, i wouldnt make a move anyway, so shes better off in my best friends care than me. And how is it that i never like that girl till my best friend started dating her?! Or is it the other way around that im jealous of my friend? And scared that i thoughht all that mattered was our friendship and im scared that theyre both leaving me behind?! Im old, and yet im still very impressionable, and im just so confused
Shoot i feel like i really wanna talk to someone, someone who wont judge. but im just the same as others im blinded and i want hot and good looking.im extremely vapid, as shallow as a puddle of water when it comes to love.
I wanted to die, but i want to go to heaven. God please help me coz i really cant control myself. Right now i really just want to vent out coz i cant find anyone else i want to open up.
There i gUesss i feel better now
Did someone say PJO/HOO Avatar!AU?
Well, too bad.
Spent like a day doing this! These are the main characters from Percy Jackson & the olympians/heroes of Olymups, you know if they were like at a summer party! Happy summer!
Ohman, my addiction to League of Legends has got on to a whole new level! I made it to a rank and now I am in Silver Division (Nocturne’s Pyromancers Silver Division V) … YIKES! I don’t know how it happened. It just did, I guess…
and now, I have to finish writing an artilce for tomorrow. hahaha. ggwp good game well played
and yes, I only made 1 kill coz I was using a support character :D